i know it's supposed to be: it's never too late to apologize, so don't try to be a smarty-ass by correcting me.

vanessa

am a Virgo

know me well to judge what kind of person i am

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tis world is juz sooooooooooooo damn infested wif sum FAKERS....dey r juz soooooooo damn fake...nt happy wif hu eva oso act lyk nuthing happen....its lyk wtfh...nt happy say la...wad fer act....act le still mus + backstab..wah liao...sux la tis kinda fakers...-.-...mei you backbone ahz?
but anyway....juz to admit...i am oso sucha faker ...rofl...i mean ...human ma....gt such tendency de la..but pls la...for godness sake....fake beta can....dunnoe hw fake dun fake la...dunoe act noe..only make u more...hmmmm...sux & detestable ???....kns....-.-
anyway,...juz completed all my TCS online work....omg....all e reading is soooooooooooooooo damn horribly SIANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrr....nt cos of my marks...if nt i will nva go do de lo..so boring de...& com gotta crash soooo many time when i doing dose quizzes....therefore end up complete everything later by 2 min den e deadline...which is lyk at 12 am....arrr..wad eva...cbb la..late is beta den nva...at least 80% of my work is send in before 12am....hahaha

yeah rite man...tis sux sux sux!!! i am down wif cold....cannot stop sneezing...i finish 2 pac of tissue in e pass 2 hr..& nt 4getting dose taken from e box....ouch..nose hurts..
2day java is jux screwed up la...couldnt run e programme...& could only identify lyk...3 error? omg....

its been nice weather..cold..gd for rotting in bed...but instead..i freezing in sch 2day..brrrrrrrrr COLD
hmmmm..sch been ok until nw...cept fer e com service tok tt i will be doing...dunnoe go where find info leh..2day finally went ITAS canteen le....e food ok la...but canteen gt air con..hahaha..gd fer big hot day la
i been a bit high 2day...go sch kip sing e 7 flower de wo zhi xiang yao tt song...hahaha...nice lo tt song...jay ye qu oso nice.....but feng is e ultimate addictive 1 la....
tmr java test...omg.....hope i able to do it la..esp e programming part lo...

damn tired...woke up at 6+....den wenta sch in a still-haven-wake-up situation...
so....went canteen at arnd 9.50am.....i damn blind la..mebbe oso cos i haven wake up....sum1 walking in my direction i oso cant see....until snap finger in front of me den i turn my head den...ohhh..u ahz....damn la....really hate lesson at 8am la...cant get enuff slp de lo....yawns...
hapy fer eri...finally saw survey guy hor...
as fer me...i nid time to sort out feeling ba....but....shld be giving up soon le ba...no point le... :D..& i will be a happy girl aft tt wif no fan nao le

hmmmm..i simply gt no talent in drawing & visualising object.....& therefore i juz gotta say every eng drawing lesson is a torture fer me .
anyway bought few tops & skirts ytd..went town den bugis....nice day...its sooooooo much beta den spending my day at home
sum ppl juz cant make it...tt wad all i haf ta say...*no names mention*

waiting seems to haf no return...its only makes u mentally tired, make u all so damn fucked up frustrated & irritated. its juz sum feeling tt not ordinary words can explain.
y shld 1 be waiting? i mean if it has return...nvm...mebbe its juz worth it...but i mean sth tt has NO return at all.....but even though u noe it has no return..u still lyk...cant get over it or wad...its really damn e hell IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keke...damn it..i juz uttering nonsense frm all e boredom la....sianz....
eng drawing really driving me mad la..i juz sux at it man..but nvm..i will nevertheless try my very best to understand it la...cos i dun wanna fail tis subj den kana repeat whole sem again...

2day went fer lesson fer jap CDS le...was plain bored...cant really make out wat e chers r saying..cos their eng simply damn lousy la
lucky gt eri pei me fer CDS lesson..if nt i will be juz all alone...sianz....love her loads...
she din get to change her time slot for CDS...nb...stupid course manager din allow change of time table..haiz...sadded..if nt same class as her le....sob sob
hmmmm....den tmr damn free..gt 3 hrs break..cos 1st week no econs tut...& for goodness sake my econs tut is a 2 hrs session can..omg...3 hrs..wat am i gonna do?

we seems to be drifting apart
we seem ok on e outside
but seriously nt ok internally
there is a lot of thing that are hidden from me, kept under wraps, info tt i dunnoe
y is tis happening?
is it bcos of me?
my words?
my action?
my attitude?
i seriously wants to know what is going on
but at the same time i are afraid to face up to the truth
what am i going to do?

2day 1st day of sch....sianz la..esp e engine drawing...so lyk D & T..omg..
i seriously sux at D & T lo..die le la....hw pass e test liddat...& engine drawing is lyk more chim lo..jia lat....can i juz hire 1 drawing expert to take tis subj for me?rofl...guess its nt possible..nvm..i will juz try my best..

sumtime, we juz haf no chioce but to believe in fate....
so look lyk its time to gif up gif up....

"等待失去意义"
"无奈我和你写不出结局放遗憾的美丽"

2day new time table out le...happy..gt jap fer CDS..buden..nobody in my class hu gt tis CDS same tut & lec grp wif me leh..sianz la...y everytime liddat de...saddded can..
new sem timetable nt bad la..nt as packed as last sem..tues shortest day..12pm start..shiok
sia..worst is wed la...8am to 7pm...damn la..all cos of e CDS la..3 hr jap...wah siao seh..
den 2day after SA..went opposite sch wif HX trim her brow..e auntie damn damn damn damn damnnnnnnnnnnnnn gd leh...gimme 1 bottle of pimple healing lotion..nv charge me..she say trust me...den can next week den pay...wah..HENG HAO LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oso gimme sum tips on proper make up removal oso..hahaha..free consultation
was damn tired anyway..had been working full shift fer e 2 public hols..stress sia...nw face gt pimple pop out le...bad..nvm...shall use e pimple healing lotion..den after SA went home eat le bath le..go slp liao..bth sia...very tired lo...but..worth it la..earn a lot neh...
hmm gt nuthing say le...looking 4wards to new sem...hope can do well oso lo..